THE INSANITY OF THE DEFINITION OF INSANITY (from the underground)

THE INSANITY OF THE DEFINITION OF INSANITY (from the underground)

I falsely spoke earlier when I said I don’t post because I love hearing myself talk. Of course I love hearing myself talk! I dare say it’s an imperfection of character if there exists such a one who prefers to hear men, above hearing himself. Should I prefer the Tele’s Vision over my inner voice? How much value can any man get from listening to other men? It’s almost zero compared to hearing one’s self talk, but as we know, zero doesn’t exist.

What is it to fight? Has anyone really done it before? I’ll tell ya, as a kid, the TV commercials would literally make me angry. The fact I was subjected to such degrading mockery of my entire being, made me increasingly angry. My anger lashed out in many forms, including smashing stuff. Now most sane persons might think I was on a negative & unhealthy path if I should keep on & refuse to let it go. For what was I fighting? It’s impossible! Foolishness!

But I didn’t care, I refused to submit. Like a madman, no, I was a maniac, the definition of insanity… For though I saw no end in sight to this fight, nor could comprehend a victory, I not only kept getting angry, but the degree of anger was increasing. But I, the madman, say:

True insanity is the definition of that perverted word. For a human must regard his own reason as God-Like to see such a stupid saying as “wise”. It requires a twisted conception of one’s self to find it anything more than the ramblings of a fool; or more than likely, the snare of a slave master…

Because I didn’t CARE if the result was going to change or not! Such a consideration has no part in rational thought! Nor does any man ever know when the different result should come; And more than that, only dumb men care! Fools let their perception of untested “reason” control their mind & actions. Assumption is their great God. For the mass of all men are defeated by that “minority report” trick. This “wise” insanity saying makes eunuchs out of boys! No weapon has circumcised, neutered, & slain more men than, “reason”.

“I’m going to stop doing the same thing over & over because reason has given me God power to see into the future!”

No my friend whom I love to hear speak, your reason has made you a slave.

“How?”

Because they’re not your reasons, but somebody else’s.

So I pressed on, hating those damned commercials to the point that I was willing to sacrifice anything to win. Ahh, at this moment, is when I actually began to fight. I sacrificed watching anything, not by my own resolve to “separate from the world or conquer self, self discipline, blah, blah”. Those are reasons I’ve heard parroted by other men, not one of which find relevance with me. And who should be foolish & bigoted to give a damn what’s relevant to others while still under absolute necessity to know what’s relevant to themselves?? Such are the Karen’s of the earth!

I wasn’t focused on perfecting myself with virtues; I wasn’t focused on myself at all. Twas my hate for the molester that gave me the victory. One cannot truly fight without hate in their heart, nor can one truly love. “For thou will either hate the one & love the other”. Thus if you hate no one, you love no one, & you probably believe the definition of insanity to be a wise saying. It is wise for one who’s given up; that is; to not cause himself extra trouble. But the wisdom of a domesticated animal & that of a free maniac, are two different types of Wisdom.

My victory was short lived, for it turned out twas only a battle I won, & not the war. No matter to me, but then some others say, “that’s insanity. The fighting will never end! It’ll be battle after battle”. Those others I speak of, contradict themselves in all existence; For by their own admission, they’ve waived the white flag, & thus someone has won the war over them. It’s stupid to ever assume all things should go on like they are, given the fact we were all born yesterday!

My enemy started again, slowly but surely, in every movie I watched, every song I heard, & damn near every conversation possible to have with other human beings; My enemy wouldn’t shut the hell up! His designs to molest my persons were recognized on every front; My enemy was gaining ground, betting on the fact that surely I wouldn’t sacrifice ALL just to snuff him to his grave, but he was wrong. As time went on, it was easy for me to watch no movies period, let alone cable.

There’s two types of people according to my reason, meaning, the things that effect my life, not the plagiarized reasons of other men: (1) The human who has given up, & (2) the human who’s not ceased fighting.

The domesticated animal with their dimly lit eyes… it was such a one, that beastial defeated traitor’s understanding of insanity, that kept him from ever putting his hand to the fire to see if it was hot or not, & yet he mocks people who do that as if he giggles a wise proverb. He mocks himself! Oh God, how my resolve is thus refreshed! Let me never suffer such a fate! Oh how smart that little fool is! Watch on boy! Watch on & laugh!

For you got “minority reported”!

You know, that movie with the handsome scientologist short jew guy, where they lock someone up for a crime they would have committed in the future, had they not locked them up for said crime….

Like how Iran was gonna build a nuclear weapon to shoot at us by next week, for over 30 years, but fortunately, Trump came just in time to save the day, for any time is Just in Time for crimes not committed.

Thank Babylon that final Trump who swooshed in to punish those Christ loving criminals for that future crime we ALL know they committed, And so too will their demon children, therefore we must kill them all! Men, women, & children; for Samuel’s word is as good as God’s & King Saul was a damn fool for obeying his conscience & showing mercy. Such a sin as mercy & non-submission to man is an unpardonable one, Saul’s great sin that sealed his fate to lose the seat of POWER on EARTH… The wretched unpardonable sin!

See, this is how we know Jesus is evil. Because what is more unpardonable than refusing the seat of earthly power when literally given to you? Oh, the audcacity of such an ungrateful Palistinian Iranian trash….

My how deadly can the proverbs of other men be, for slavery is the consequence of man’s wisdom. Literal slavery is the fruit of belief in such a lie as the definition of insanity… I’m committed to insanity, so don’t nobody try to commit me, lest they prefer their energies be wasted in vain, the vanity of Solomon’s reason, Oh dear God, the cursed slavery of it!!!

Here’s a true saying: It’s impossible to reach that great depth of isolation which causes internal suffering, without people. If we’re alone, we can’t hope to achieve the anguishing levels of loneliness & isolation required for self destruction.

Here’s another: Man enslaves himself if he sees himself as above any animal or plant.

All should farm vegetables, livestock, or both; not forever if one doesn’t want to, but for a time so they can benefit from the wisdom that no man can put into words capable of benefitting anyone much beyond zero. For when one breeds plants or animals, which I’ve done, mostly plants, some fine plants indeed 😉; Upon reflection, one finds man is no less vulnerable than the farmed species of any life form. We can be trained before ever having been born! No man should be so proud as to dare underestimate this Truth.

The bad shepard, that bad shepard! The world would be better off if they were all dead!! Isaiah & Ezekiel had a dream! And so do I.

What else is there to do in life but to figure it out? And how can one figure it out with noises around him, that he’s been trained to obey before he was born? Even symbols he doesn’t think he knows, he does know. Yes, the man is sleep walking for the most part. This is the great Truth! And so the some will say, “Yea, all that matters is family”. No, not so if you’ve not yet figured out what you are. Family will not reveal the Truth to you! All must go to the wilderness, for only after a time spent there, will one be able to discern the natural from the unnatural. Our choices, from someone else’s choices, Reality itself!!

Oh don’t trust in “discipline” or “principles”. Trust only in the FIGHT. True progress is obtained solely in full scale war. No purification, no strength, no nothing is gained without it. We must’t focus on what or how we should love, for ALL is inverted, can we not yet tell? I don’t say endless paradoxes, but what seems like paradoxes, because everything is artificially inverted & perverted! Thus the one focused on “loving others” and what “he should be doing, or is not doing enough of, etc.” . That is a man who is self absorbed, thus the fruit of such consideration of others, is inevitably selfishness, not because he wants to, but because he placed himself in an un-winnable fight.

But by inverting reality back to the Day, where it began, one will see all is accomplished by their commitment to fighting & hating with every damn thing in them! For only he who gives all wins fights! One must be willing to go well beyond the point of madness. One in battle cannot care for himself, nor is ever tempted to. His focus is on the enemy, summoning ever resource of wits & strength about him, in direct proportion with his hate for the enemy.

Thus, the fruit of hate, is love.

-(t Millennial Underground)

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